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Feeling 22

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  Okay. I'm 22 now. Fuck. To be completely honest, I didn't expect to live to 22: not in a suicidal way, more that I could never actually envision myself as a human who has lived for 22 years. Looking back, it felt a lot like trying to imagine a fully-fledged person, and instead being met by a shadowy outline floating about in the corner of the room, like some sleep paralysis demon. Only horny. But as I sat there, on my desk, counting down the minutes to midnight, composing scheduled tweets to get me through the morning stress-free, I began to wonder: what does it mean to become 'older'? Given the world of kink and fetish, I've always surrounded myself, and even felt more attracted to, men who were older and ESPECIALLY more experienced than me. I saw these people as metaphorical goal-posts in the theory and practice of BDSM, people to aspire to become. These folks in their latex/lycra/leather, feeling self-confident in themselves and their abilities, able to tame a ...

Discovering 'Isaiah Scritch'

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Scritch, surrounded by Mr Painter X, Ronnie Stone, Nathan Break & Monkeyribz (X) Photo Credit: Alex Wightman Photography & FkMe Merch Heya! I'm Isaiah (or Pup Scritch), and I'm currently a 21 year-old pup/kinkster in the UK. While I have a part-time job, I work on the side modelling for FkMe Merch & creating adult content on my JFF and OF pages. This blog will serve as a way for me to document my life in kink: the highs and lows, and all the shenanigans in-between. Life before Scritch While I am extremely sexually-active, confident and outgoing now, my younger self could not have been further from that reality. I was raised under a strict, overbearing, Christian household, unable to leave the house unless it was for school, church, or accompanying my parents to shopping trips, hell, I wasn't even allowed to take public transport until I turned 16 and chose a college far enough away from my parents to make it unfeasible to stay under their firm grip. Suffice to s...